1098 - Why So Many Worship Leaders (and Christian Men) Secretly Struggle With Sexual Sin
20-2-2026 | 15 Min.
Sexual sin among worship leaders and Christian men isn’t proof that faith doesn’t work — it’s proof that isolation does. In this episode, Sathiya Sam explains how pressure, access, and identity distortion create secrecy, even in devoted leaders. Drawing from personal experience, he shows why spiritual activity alone can’t heal unaddressed wounds and why honest brotherhood, rooted identity, and accountability are essential for lasting freedom.
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Chapters:
(00:00) Why sexual sin among Christian leaders isn’t hypocrisy
(01:10) My story as a worship leader addicted to porn
(02:48) The pressure and expectations of worship leadership
(04:20) Gifting ≠ emotional maturity
(05:40) Suppressed doubt, isolation, and deconstruction
(07:05) The invisible triangle: access, isolation, identity
(08:55) When identity outpaces honesty, secrecy grows
(10:10) Why spiritual activity doesn’t prevent sexual sin
(11:35) You can’t out-serve unhealed wounds
(12:40) What actually protects Christian leaders
(13:50) Confession before collapse
1097 - Halfway Holiness Won’t Survive 2026
18-2-2026 | 12 Min.
In this episode of the Man Within Podcast, Sathiya Sam discusses the urgent need for intentionality in pursuing holiness in a world increasingly filled with distractions and temptations. He emphasizes that drifting into a holy life is no longer an option, as modern life actively pulls individuals away from spiritual integrity. Sathiya argues that true holiness requires full surrender to God, intentional resistance against temptation, and a complete dependence on divine strength. He reflects on how previous generations had a cultural reinforcement of faith that is now lacking, making it essential for individuals today to take proactive steps towards holiness.
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Chapters:
(00:00) Introduction to Holiness in 2026
(01:48) The Cultural Shift Away from Holiness
(04:54) The Lies We Tell Ourselves About Holiness
(08:33) Radical Honesty and Commitment to Obedience
(11:42) Building a Holy Life Through Surrender
1096 - Why Men Are Quietly Returning to Church | ft. Jordan Hardum
16-2-2026 | 40 Min.
In this conversation, the speakers discuss the evolving role of men in the church and society, highlighting a resurgence of male attendance in churches and the challenges they face. They explore the changing dynamics of masculinity, the importance of spiritual leadership in the home, and the need for men to connect meaningfully with each other. The discussion also touches on the significance of fatherhood, the impact of technology, and the future direction of men's ministry, emphasizing the importance of community and discipleship.
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Chapters:
(00:00) Introduction to the Conversation
(01:51) The State of Men in the Church
(06:01) Trends in Masculinity and Faith
(11:11) Challenges Faced by Men in the Church
(14:10) Finding the Right Church
(19:30) The Role of Technology in Fatherhood
(29:00) Fatherhood and Presence
(35:30) Spiritual Leadership at Home
(40:04) Future Directions for Men's Ministry
1095 - FEBRUARY GIVEAWAY - BIG SURPRISE AT THE END
13-2-2026 | 31 Min.
The livestream may be over and the giveaway winners have been chosen… But if you didn’t win, this isn’t the end.
For a limited time, we’re offering a special discount for men who are serious about getting free and ready to take the next step.
If you’re done starting over and ready to build lasting freedom, apply here: 👉 GET SCHOLARSHIP HERE
Chapters:
(00:00) Welcome + Celebrating 10 Years & 1M Downloads
(03:45) How the Journey Started
(08:30) Lessons Learned About Lasting Freedom
(13:40) Stories of Impact & Transformation
(18:20) Why We’re Doing This Giveaway
(22:15) Inside Deep Clean Coaching
(26:45) If You’re Tired of Starting Over
(29:15) Giveaway Details & Next Steps
(31:10) Final Thanks + Closing Thoughts
1094 - Porn and Intimacy: Why Valentine’s Day Triggers So Many Men
11-2-2026 | 7 Min.
In this episode of the Man Within Podcast, Sathiya Sam delves into the complexities of Valentine's Day and its impact on men's emotional well-being. He argues that the holiday amplifies feelings of loneliness, insecurity, and disconnection, leading many men to turn to pornography as a coping mechanism. Sathiya explains that Valentine's Day serves as a magnifying glass for relational awareness, exposing what men desire but often lack in their lives. He emphasizes that porn is a temporary escape that ultimately leaves individuals feeling emptier, as it replaces genuine intimacy with a false sense of connection.
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Chapters:
(00:00) Why Valentine’s Day Triggers So Many Men
(01:10) Porn Isn’t About Sex — It’s About Intimacy
(02:32) How Valentine’s Day Affects Single Men
(03:20) Dating Pressure, Performance, and Porn
(03:55) Marriage, Expectations, and Emotional Distance
(04:50) Sex vs. Intimacy: What Most Men Confuse
(05:55) Why Porn Feels Safe but Makes You Weaker
(06:40) What the Urge Is Actually Pointing You Toward
The Man Within Podcast is a faith-based show helping Christian men overcome their greatest battles—whether it’s breaking free from pornography, building stronger relationships, or discovering purpose.
Hosted by Sathiya Sam—coach, speaker, author, and founder of DeepClean™ Coaching—the podcast equips men with biblical truth, practical tools, and powerful testimonies to walk in confidence, integrity, and freedom.
With over 1 million downloads and past guests such as Dr. John Deloney, John Eldredge, Jon Gordon, Dr. Robert Glover, Ryan Miller, Colby Maier, Joshua Broome, Dr. Josh Axe, Jason Vallotton, Connor Beaton, Dr. Trish Leigh, Mike Signorelli, The Man Within Podcast has become one of the leading voices for men seeking lasting transformation.
If you’re tired of surface-level fixes and ready to grow, this podcast will challenge, inspire, and equip you to become the man God created you to be.