2 Pastors and a Mic

In this episode of Two Pastors And A Mic, we tackle one of the hardest (and most freeing) parts of the faith journey: what it looks like to follow Jesus without needing to be certain about everything.

A lot of us were formed in environments where certainty = faith… where having the “right answer” felt like safety, belonging, and control. But when deconstruction (or just honest questions) starts pulling at those threads, it can feel like you’re losing your footing—even when you’re actually gaining clarity.

So we talk about the sin of certainty, why black-and-white theology feels stabilizing, and why learning to live in the “gray” isn’t weakness—it might actually be the strongest version of faith.

We unpack:
Why uncertainty often feels like “stuckness” (Stuck 2.0)
How seminary trained many of us to respond instead of think
A real-time example of cognitive dissonance (who actually killed Goliath?)
The difference between certainty and trust
3 practical ways to live a faith that stays present, relational, and curious
Why questions don’t mean you’re losing faith—they might mean you’re growing

If you’ve ever thought, “If I’m not sure… am I still a Christian?” — this one’s for you.

👇 Drop a comment: What’s one area where you’re learning to hold faith without needing certainty?

00:00 - Welcome Back + Like/Subscribe
01:19 - Quick Recap: The “26 Life” + Deconstruction Series
03:16 - Today’s Topic: Faith Without Certainty
03:48 - “The Sin of Certainty” + Learning/Unlearning/Relearning
04:55 - Uncertainty = Stuck 2.0 (Why It Feels So Hard)
05:48 - Seminary Training: Answers Over Nuance
07:18 - “How to Respond” vs “How to Think”
08:25 - Why Black-and-White Feels Safer Than Gray
09:35 - Who Killed Goliath? A Real-Time Certainty Test
11:20 - Apologetics Reframed: Defending Your Life, Not Arguments
12:56 - Why Dogmatism (Even About Grace) Is a Trap
13:15 - Losing Certainty Feels Like Losing Footing
14:30 - Certainty Impacts Emotional Security + Belonging
15:32 - Certainty as Control + Fear of Uncertainty
17:46 - Cognitive Dissonance: Why We Double Down
20:06 - Uncertainty: Losing Control, Gaining Freedom
20:55 - Certainty vs Trust (Answers vs Relationship)
22:07 - Faith Without Certainty: 3 Practices
22:12 - Stay Present Instead of Forcing Conclusions
23:01 - Let Relationship Lead Before Explanation
23:47 - Choose Curiosity Over Defensiveness
25:02 - Identity Attachment: Why Disagreement Feels Personal
26:06 - Signs You’re Growing: Calm, Curious, “I Don’t Know”
27:57 - Presence Over Proof + Belonging Over Being Right
28:30 - When Beliefs Shift, Relationships Strain
29:32 - You’re Not Losing Faith—You’re Carrying It Differently
30:12 - Next Week Tease: Navigating Relationships When You Change
30:35 - Closing: You’re Loved (Nothing You Can Do About It)

In today’s conversation, we’re talking about something almost everyone has to rebuild at some point—trust.

If you’ve been dismissed, disappointed, shunned, or wounded by church culture, you know how quickly trust can fracture… not just with people, but with yourself and even with God. So we break it down like a three-legged stool:
✅ rebuilding trust with others
✅ rebuilding trust with yourself
✅ rebuilding trust with God

And then we get super practical by unpacking Brené Brown’s “BRAVING” framework—a simple but powerful way to name exactly what was broken, so you can actually rebuild it with clarity (instead of vague “I just don’t trust you anymore” statements).

Drop a comment: Which part of trust is hardest for you to rebuild—trusting others, trusting yourself, or trusting God?

00:00 - Welcome + quick housekeeping (reviews, sharing)
02:57 - The “2:6 Life” theme for 2026 (1 John 2:6)
03:35 - Recap: deconstruction, stuckness, and staying tender
04:18 - Today’s focus: rebuilding trust (self, others, God)
05:24 - The “three-legged stool” of trust (how each affects the others)
06:02 - Why trust matters: you weren’t meant to live isolated
07:01 - Trust in church spaces: “You don’t have to trust us” + earning trust
08:05 - Trust is rebuilt through experience, not explanation
09:28 - What betrayal/broken trust actually breaks (and why wording matters)
13:15 - Nuance: disagreement vs dishonor vs relationship removal
15:27 - Layer 1: rebuilding trust with leaders/communities
16:24 - Layer 2: rebuilding trust with yourself (discernment + red flags)
17:29 - Layer 3: rebuilding trust with God (prayer, numbness, expectations)
18:57 - What trust is (and what trust is NOT)
20:13 - Introducing Brené Brown’s “BRAVING” framework
21:34 - B — Boundaries (doors with hinges, not walls)
22:54 - R — Reliability (do what you say you’ll do)
23:50 - A — Accountability (own it, apologize, make amends)
24:44 - V — Vault (confidentiality + why it matters)
29:34 - I — Integrity (values in action, courage over comfort)
29:59 - N — Non-judgment (ask for what you need without shame)
30:29 - G — Generosity (most generous interpretation / benefit of the doubt)
31:39 - BRAVING recap + why specificity helps rebuild trust
32:02 - Next week teaser: living faith without certainty (“the sin of certainty”)
32:21 - Closing encouragement + “you’re loved” outro

In this episode of Two Pastors and a Mic, we keep walking out what we’re calling the 2:6 Life - Anyone who claims to live in Him must live as Jesus did” (1 John 2:6). And today we go straight into a tension a lot of us feel after deconstruction, church hurt, or betrayal:

How do you protect your heart…without closing it off completely?

Because for many of us, cynicism starts to feel like wisdom. It promises we won’t be surprised again, disappointed again, or fooled again. But over time, cynicism doesn’t just guard the wound—it can quietly starve the heart: connection, wonder, curiosity, hope.

So we talk about the difference between:
Discernment vs. distancing
Wise boundaries vs. emotional retreat
Self-protection vs. staying tender

And we get super practical with real-life examples—how cynicism shows up in relationships, leadership, church spaces, and even the way we interpret “good” stories. We also give a few ways to stay tender without being naive—because tenderness isn’t fragility… it’s availability (with boundaries).

If you’ve ever felt yourself growing colder, pulling back, or assuming the worst just to stay safe… this one’s for you.

00:00 - Welcome to Two Pastors and a Mic (Episode 264)
00:46 - The 2:6 Life Theme: Living Like Jesus (1 John 2:6)
01:33 - Quick Recap: Deconstruction + Feeling Stuck
02:09 - Today’s Topic: Protect Your Heart Without Closing It
03:10 - Cynicism vs Tenderness: The Heart Posture Tension
04:37 - Why Cynicism Creeps In After Church Hurt
05:50 - Discernment or Cynicism? Processing the Difference
07:19 - What Cynicism Promises: No Surprise, No Disappointment, No Fooling
08:21 - Real-Life Example: “What’s the Catch?” When Good Things Happen
10:33 - Discernment vs Distancing: Staying Present vs Staying Safe
11:46 - How Hearts Harden: Disappointment Fatigue
13:50 - Polished Answers + Emotional Retreat (Not Strength)
14:13 - Why Tenderness Feels Dangerous After Betrayal
15:53 - Tenderness Isn’t Fragility: It’s Availability + Boundaries
16:31 - Real-Life Example: Naming Hurt Calmly Instead of Disappearing
17:42 - Tenderness Heals: Cynicism Shrinks, Tenderness Expands
19:35 - Practical Steps: Stay Curious Longer Than Certain
21:01 - Let Disappointment Teach You, Not Define You
21:37 - Speak Honestly Without Rehearsing Your Exit
22:28 - Counseling Story: One Foot In, One Foot Out
24:05 - The Invitation: Stay Reachable to Goodness Again
24:52 - Tenderness + Boundaries: Wise Without Being Cold
25:40 - Next Week Tease: Trusting God and Trusting Yourself Again
25:54 - Wrap-Up: Cynicism Robs Connection

What do you do when you feel stuck?

You’ve awakened to union. You’ve deconstructed beliefs that used to shape your life. You have clarity of thought… but not clarity of direction. And the weird part is: you don’t want to go back — you just don’t know how to move forward.

In this episode, we unpack 5 common reasons people get stuck after deconstruction (and why it’s not failure), plus real-life examples of what “stuckness” can look like when your beliefs have changed faster than your life knows how to hold it.

We also talk about:
Why being stuck isn’t laziness — it might be wisdom
The difference between deconstruction and formation
How losing a framework can feel like losing belonging
Why Sundays can feel “empty” (and how to reframe what Sundays are for)
Hypervigilance, certainty addiction, and scanning for what’s wrong
How stuckness often ends… when striving ends

And we close with a reframe that might change everything:
Maybe the question isn’t “How do I get unstuck?”
Maybe it’s “What is this season teaching me to release?”

00:00 - Welcome + Like/Subscribe
00:38 - IU Football Wins the National Championship
01:31 - Leadership Lessons From IU’s Turnaround
02:22 - 2026 Life + Union After Deconstruction
02:57 - Today’s Topic: What to Do When You Feel Stuck
03:45 - Stuckness Isn’t More Learning—It’s Living Differently
05:12 - Common “Stuck” Thoughts People Carry
06:15 - Reason #1: Awareness Grew Faster Than Wisdom
10:26 - Reason #2: Lost the Old Framework Before Building a New One
13:56 - Reason #3: Deconstruction Isn’t the Same as Formation
15:41 - Reason #4: Lost External Permission Before Internal Trust
17:14 - Reason #5: Afraid to Rebuild Anything That Resembles the Old Life
20:46 - Reassurance: Feeling Stuck Isn’t Failure
21:51 - “The Meantime Is a Time” + Unlearning the Rush
22:34 - Example #1: Not Arguing Anymore—Just Quieter
23:50 - Example #2: Less Reactive… But Feeling Less Passionate
24:46 - Example #3: Stopped Fixing People—Now What’s My Role?
25:47 - Example #4: Want Community Without the Old Rules
27:16 - Example #5: Waiting Isn’t Laziness—It’s Wisdom
28:48 - Better Question: What Is This Season Teaching Me?
30:16 - When Striving Ends, Stuckness Often Ends
30:43 - Map vs. Compass: Learning to Walk Without Certainty
31:12 - Grace, Patience, and Staying Open to the Spirit
32:02 - Next Episode: Staying Tender Without Becoming Cynical
32:50 - Closing: You’re Loved (Nothing You Can Do About It)

Deconstruction can feel like freedom… until the relief wears off.

In this episode of Two Pastors and a Mic, Cory and Channock talk honestly about what really changes after deconstruction — and what often doesn’t. Because many of us have shifted our beliefs about God, the Bible, hell, the devil, and faith… but still find ourselves stuck in the same emotional patterns we learned in the system we left.

You might think differently now… but still feel anxious, responsible, pressured, or lonely.

In this conversation, you’ll hear:
🧩 Why deconstruction is healthy — and why it’s often necessary
❤️ The real question: do you love better after deconstruction?
🔄 What does change: your opinions, language, and questions
🧠 What often doesn’t change: nervous system patterns, attachment styles, shame responses
😰 The four common “stuck” places after deconstruction:

If you’ve ever wondered, “Why do I still feel the same even though I believe something different now?” — this episode will help you name what’s happening and remind you: you’re not broken, you’re not behind, and you didn’t do deconstruction wrong.

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00:00 - Welcome + Like/Share/Subscribe
00:34 - Why Sharing Creates Better Conversations
01:44 - Today’s Topic: Deconstruction—What Changed and What Didn’t
02:04 - IU vs Miami National Championship Predictions
03:41 - Revisiting the “2:6 Life” + Galatians 5:6
04:53 - Why Deconstruction Matters: Does It Make You More Loving?
06:35 - After the Relief: Why Deconstruction Can Still Feel “Off”
07:44 - New Beliefs, Same Patterns: Emotional Systems & Survival Habits
08:42 - The Goal: Living With What You Know Now
09:20 - What Changed (1): Opinions Shift (Curiosity, Nuance, Less Certainty)
10:50 - What Changed (2): Language Shifts (“The Bible clearly says…,” “God told me…”)
12:37 - What Changed (3): Better Questions (Truth, Identity, Love)
13:30 - What Didn’t Change: Nervous System Patterns & Attachment Responses
14:28 - Didn’t Change (1): Feeling Responsible for Others’ Feelings
16:06 - Didn’t Change (2): Pressure to Get It Right (Certainty as Safety)
18:15 - Didn’t Change (3): Worth Tied to Usefulness (Overfunctioning, Guilt in Rest)
20:37 - Didn’t Change (4): Loneliness Even With Better Beliefs
24:50 - The Hard Part: Being Isolated After Belief Shifts
25:04 - You’re Not Broken: This Is the Next Layer (Notice, Don’t Fix)
26:56 - Next Episode Tease: Why We Feel Stuck After Waking Up
27:53 - Closing: You’re Loved