Church with Jesse Lee Peterson

CHURCH: "Jacob I loved, but Esau I hated." Does God favor men over women? Prodigal Son. Looksmaxxing? Let wants go. Forgiven yourself? No time in God.
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, at BOND in L.A., Sunday, October 18, 2026
📖 Biblical Question (BQ): Are you the sum of every high and low?
📖 NEW BQ: Did God create one group of people to be hated and one group of people to be loved?
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) Small talk (off-mic). Welcome.
* (0:01:55) “Jacob I loved. Esau I hated.” - Bible
* (0:10:30) Believe He favored one over the other?
* (0:19:30) Prodigal son, men & women: God’s favoritism?
* (0:26:40) JLP: Insane. God didn’t create you to hate you
* (0:33:40) “Looksmaxxing” for love? Finding BOND as prodigal son
* (0:37:45) Want a family? Tricking God? Nothing missing. Let wants go.
* (0:50:05) Pain of letting go. To live you must die. Stop thinking about it.
* (0:57:25) Wife left. God & women’s cycle: Don’t be mad, no excuses.
* (1:04:20) Have you forgiven yourself? Guilt over “alcoholic” husband…
* (1:26:30) How did you forgive yourself?
* (1:34:35) All thoughts are lies. Fear is wrong.
* (1:38:35) JLP: In God there is no time. Eternal life.
* (1:51:40) Words cannot express Truth. “I’m spiritual.” BQ’s
CLIPS
See Recent and Archive clips on YouTube, BitChute, Rumble channels — BOND: Rebuilding the Man
LINKS
📝 BLOG - https://rebuildingtheman.com/god-favor-church-bond-261018
🎧 PODCAST / Substack - https://rebuildingtheman.substack.com/podcast
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Church with Jesse Lee Peterson at BOND, Sunday 11a PT (1p CT / 2 ET) https://rebuildingtheman.com/church
Contact / Donate: 1-800-411-BOND (2663) or 323-782-1980 - https://rebuildingtheman.com/contact
🙏 SILENT PRAYER - https://rebuildingtheman.com/silentprayer
📼 PAST SERVICES: 2016-present | 2008-2014 (Archive) | 1991-1998 (select recordings)
JLP NOTES: WEEK 10/12 – 10/16/2026
You have a repetitious life because you have a repetitious mind. Last BQ (JLP Mon 10/12/26 - Substack)
The pain of losing the image of your false gods: One of the ladies going through hell last week (BOND 10/11/26 - Substack). You make everything your god. And you know it only when you feel the pain of losing something. The pain is losing your god. (JLP Mon 10/12/26 - Substack)
Give up your riches. (JLP Mon 10/12/26)
You are condemned by your words. When you say, “I am this,” or “I want this,” who’s saying that? Never say what comes to mind. Whose conversations in your mind? (JLP Tue 10/13/26 - Substack)
Every thrill seeker is a murderer with “moral values” that don’t work. Did Jesus talk about moral values? (JLP Tue 10/13/26)
Everyone with anger is mentally ill. (JLP Wed 10/14/26 - Substack)
People are vicious, even with themselves. (JLP Thu 10/15/26 - Substack)
You are so conditioned, it’s stopping you from living. It’s so evil. You have to lose a life to find a life. You love the thrill of thinking and believing you’re a good person. Delusional: I did bad, I did good. All ego. Lay your weapons down. Give up your fantasies: marriage, relationships. No one has made the world better or safer. (JLP Fri 10/16/26 - Substack)
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CHURCH: Go through hell alone, no expectation. Fear: “It will get worse.” Isaiah 66: 3, to sacrifice a bull is like killing a person. God desires mercy. Is meat OK? Why is your life repetitious?
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, October 11, 2026
Isaiah 66: 2-3 …”These are the ones I look on with favor: those who are humble and contrite in spirit, and who tremble at my word. But whoever sacrifices a bull is like one who kills a person, and whoever offers a lamb is like one who breaks a dog’s neck; whoever makes a grain offering is like one who presents pig’s blood, and whoever burns memorial incense is like one who worships an idol. They have chosen their own ways, and they delight in their abominations;”
📖 Biblical Question (BQ): Have you noticed that you have a repetitious life? Why is it?
📝 Past Assignment: Put no demands on anyone for a week.
📖 NEW BQ: Are you the sum of every high and low?
🗓️ Women’s Forum third Thur, Oct 15th, 7pm, BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) Small talk w/ Raymond (off-mic). Welcome.
* (0:02:21) Go through hell alone (Donyale)
* (0:06:36) Isaiah 66: 3, on sacrifice
* (0:11:45) Want to get rid of fear? Sacrifice discussion
* (0:15:55) Fear hearing “it’s gonna get worse” (Donyale)
* (0:30:30) It’s not you. No “stellar reputation.” (Donyale)
* (0:39:25) No idea or expectation: Identified with lies (Doug)
* (0:45:36) Observing vs identifying; Power vs fear spirit
* (0:50:15) Isaiah 66; Weak identities (Dolores)
* (0:55:35) We’re all one; Everyone thinks they’re right.
* (0:58:05) God takes care of his children. Stop identifying with body (Shayan)
* (1:08:00) Lay your weapons down: don’t fight over religion at work
* (1:19:15) He who kills an animal it’s like killing a person: JLP feels guilty now! Catch & release bugs
* (1:28:40) God wants mercy, not sacrifice. Mosquito spite.
* (1:39:45) Have you noticed yr repetitious life? Why? (BQ)
* (1:47:40) JLP: Repetitious life: Angry, sad, happy, afraid. New BQ
CLIPS
See Recent and Archive clips on YouTube, BitChute, Rumble channels — BOND: Rebuilding the Man
LINKS
📝 BLOG - https://rebuildingtheman.com/repetitious-sacrifice-church-261011
🎧 PODCAST / Substack - https://rebuildingtheman.substack.com/podcast
VIDEO - YouTube - Rumble - Pilled - FB - IG - X Live - BitChute - Odysee
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Church with Jesse Lee Peterson at BOND, Sunday 11a PT (1p CT / 2 ET) https://rebuildingtheman.com/church
Contact / Donate: 1-800-411-BOND (2663) or 323-782-1980 - https://rebuildingtheman.com/contact
🙏 SILENT PRAYER - https://rebuildingtheman.com/silentprayer
📼 PAST SERVICES: 2016-present | 2008-2014 (Archive) | 1991-1998 (select recordings)
JLP Notes Week 10/5 - 10/9/2026
Most will never remember who they are. They won’t give up their identity. (JLP Mon 10/5/26 - Substack)
You can’t change your life, though you try. Give up hope. (JLP Tue 10/6/26 - Substack)
Do we need meat? Did Jesus eat meat? (JLP Tue 10/6/26)
What’s your internal life like? (JLP Wed 10/7/26 - Substack)
Slow down. Be aware. (JLP Thu 10/8/26 - Substack)
Is there a special respect that you give to women but not to men? (JLP Thu 10/8/26)
Do you believe that the law of God is within your heart or in the Bible? (JLP Thu 10/8/26)
You live in a state of fear, living off thrills & anger. Why don’t you let thrills go? Most are afraid to die. They lie to stay angry & emotional. Be afraid, and let that ego die. Overcome hell inside. (JLP Fri 10/9/26 - Substack)
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CHURCH: Lazy people’s minds lie. Switch personalities? Devil does people. Angry victim demands. Hamster wheel. Clear mind, calm wisdom. Worried men. Afraid of wives? If you never judged yourself?
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, October 4, 2026
📖 Biblical Question (BQ): What would happen to you if you never felt good or bad about your emotions or yourself?
📖 NEW BQ: Have you noticed that you have a repetitious life? Why is it?
📝 Assignment: Put no demands on anyone for a week.
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) Small talk (off-mic). Welcome.
* (0:04:48) How the mind works: Jesse’s gavel. Lazy people. AI?
* (0:12:20) Have mood swings, switch personalities? 78yo “mama’s boy”
* (0:20:50) Jesse’s different personalities. Bubbly at work? Reserved. Angry.
* (0:32:40) Want nothing. Be one. Mercy to others, not self?
* (0:40:20) Devil doing people, I shed a tear. Angry thrill victims
* (0:46:05) Creating victims. Just a thought. Hamster wheel
* (0:53:10) Cloudy mind, clear. No demands. Christ: Love
* (1:02:20) Thinking. “Obey.” Calm wisdom. Can’t help anyone
* (1:10:50) She’s different with her husband now. Kids jealous.
* (1:23:30) One thought is overthinking. Worried sick. Identity.
* (1:30:55) Guilt; mad that parents moved; protect wife’s feelings? Afraid?
* (1:41:10) BQ: If you never felt good or bad about emotions, self
* (1:47:24) BQ: On the phone, popping gum: Mimi, others
* (1:55:22) Assignment: No demands. JLP on BQ: Can’t imagine.
CLIPS
See Recent and Archive clips on YouTube, BitChute, Rumble channels — BOND: Rebuilding the Man
LINKS
📝 BLOG - https://rebuildingtheman.com/never-judged-church-bond-261004
🎧 PODCAST / Substack - https://rebuildingtheman.substack.com/podcast
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Church with Jesse Lee Peterson at BOND, Sunday 11a PT (1p CT / 2 ET) https://rebuildingtheman.com/church
Contact / Donate: 1-800-411-BOND (2663) or 323-782-1980 - https://rebuildingtheman.com/contact
🙏 SILENT PRAYER - https://rebuildingtheman.com/silentprayer
📼 PAST SERVICES: 2016-present | 2008-2014 (Archive) | 1991-1998 (select recordings)
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CHURCH: What you love, you hate. Drop anger; have one personality. Everyone wants; no one’s happy. Created for life without thinking. Purpose for coming? Want to win? Want salvation? It is done.
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, September 22, 2026
📖 Biblical Question (BQ): Do you love or hate your life?
📖 NEW BQ: What would happen to you if you never felt good or bad about your emotions or yourself?
🗓️ ANNOUNCEMENT: Men’s Forum first Thur, Oct 1st, 7pm, BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) Small talk (off-mic). Welcome.
* (0:02:00) BQ: Do you love or hate your life? (…Why don’t you stop?)
* (0:07:20) Did you back off your husband? Women need men who are not afraid.
* (0:09:50) Drop anger: Have ONE personality. No reason to fight.
* (0:15:30) Life should be perfect ALL the time. Stealing my peace. No love in family, in-laws
* (0:21:32) BQ: I used to hate my life. Nice person? Work bestie said show more emotion
* (0:27:17) BQ: Love or hate life? Reacting, playing God
* (0:34:51) JLP: Everyone wants something; no one’s happy with it!
* (0:40:53) JLP on BQ: No life: What you love, you end up hating. False identities
* (0:48:20) Created to have a life without thinking. Love-hate example: Gardeners
* (0:57:25) What is your purpose for coming to these meetings?
* (1:05:10) What are you trying to win? Drink & pray? Noah?
* (1:12:25) JLP: Don’t drink. Don’t explain yourself.
* (1:15:05) Anyone trying to win anything? What?
* (1:16:15) Live without anger, be in control. Nervous, crying
* (1:23:30) How many want salvation? Let things come and go.
* (1:42:03) JLP: It’s done. Idea of “want.” False identities: guilt/ego.
* (1:57:45) God does not judge us. Life never ends.
CLIPS
01 - Women Need Men Who Are Not Afraid (15-min) YouTube | Rumble
See Recent and Archive clips on YouTube, BitChute, Rumble channels — BOND: Rebuilding the Man
LINKS
📝 BLOG - https://rebuildingtheman.com/love-or-hate-your-life-church-260927
🎧 PODCAST / Substack - https://rebuildingtheman.substack.com/p/do-you-love-or-hate-your-life-bond
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Church with Jesse Lee Peterson at BOND, Sunday 11a PT (1p CT / 2 ET) https://rebuildingtheman.com/church
Contact / Donate: 1-800-411-BOND (2663) or 323-782-1980 - https://rebuildingtheman.com/contact
🙏 SILENT PRAYER - https://rebuildingtheman.com/silentprayer
📼 PAST SERVICES: 2016-present | 2008-2014 (Archive) | 1991-1998 (select recordings)
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CHURCH: We’re taught wrong, but thought it right. No one has morals & values. “I’m my own problem.” Prayer: Silence is wisdom. Think about Jesus? Give up your life to live. Guilt supports the ego.
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, September 20, 2026
📖 Biblical Question (BQ): Are you content with living and being with just you alone?
📖 NEW BQ: TBD
📝 Assignment: Practice self-interruption.
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) Small talk (off-mic). Welcome.
* (0:02:22) Everything we’re taught is wrong: Golden Rule, work hard, listen
* (0:12:45) In an insane asylum: School, Think before you speak?
* (0:20:55) Pray for specific things; Vietnamese, Chinese? Purgatory?
* (0:25:55) No problems: Separated from God?
* (0:29:35) Story: Car break-in, angry, feel worse about black-on-black crime?
* (0:32:07) Still think you have problems? Work, Sunday Scaries
* (0:34:00) Morals and values don’t work. Jail? Telling vs being the light
* (0:48:47) Examples vs words. “I’m my own problem.” (Dorothy, husband)
* (0:55:48) What you’re missing in life. “Need love”? Silent Prayer
* (0:58:15) Who are you? Nobody: Perfect peace. Mother–Son-husband
* (1:00:45) Bible. Drop anger? Thrills. Silence is wisdom: Be still.
* (1:07:15) Why people refuse to pray
* (1:09:15) Educated wife looks like she fights ICE. “Same.” Thoughts on women?
* (1:12:35) Taught to think about Jesus and God. Seeing crosses? What’s the point?
* (1:23:42) Listening to the Devil. Give up fake ego life, to have real life. In a ditch!
* (1:29:03) He hears everyone’s prayer: Realize: “I’m wrong.” Spoiled! Men’s orders.
* (1:32:13) Taught to think: What’s your purpose? God & self?
* (1:36:37) Real fun. Being still: Noise is a weapon. Wanna be different.
* (1:43:52) Lie: Hold onto each other. Make relationship work?
* (1:47:10) Guilt supports the ego. Hassan
* (1:52:45) You have never gone through anything. Heaven is here, now.
* (1:59:00) Franky’s b-day cake. 12yo mad at times? The point: Love.
* (2:04:55) Young lady did the assignment: Self-interrupt. Closing
CLIPS
We’re in an Insane Asylum, Taught by Crazy People (12-min) YouTube | Rumble
See Recent and Archive clips on YouTube, BitChute, Rumble channels — BOND: Rebuilding the Man
LINKS
📝 BLOG - https://rebuildingtheman.com/everything-taught-wrong-church-260920
🎧 PODCAST / Substack - https://rebuildingtheman.substack.com/podcast
VIDEO - YouTube - Rumble - Pilled - FB - X Live - BitChute - Odysee
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Church with Jesse Lee Peterson at BOND, Sunday 11a PT (1p CT / 2 ET) https://rebuildingtheman.com/church
Contact / Donate: 1-800-411-BOND (2663) or 323-782-1980 - https://rebuildingtheman.com/contact
🙏 SILENT PRAYER - https://rebuildingtheman.com/silentprayer
📼 PAST SERVICES: 2016-present | 2008-2014 (Archive) | 1991-1998 (select recordings)
CHURCH NOTES 9/20/26
📖 Biblical Question (BQ): Are you content with living and being with just you alone?
📖 NEW BQ: TBD
📝 Assignment: Practice self-interruption.
JLP NOTES Week 9/14 – 9/18/2025
* Old Testament insane asylum, or new reality (JLP Fri 9/18/26)
* Don’t base life on feelings at all. (caller Roland, JLP Fri 9/18/26)
* It’s “unfortunate“ that people don’t know they’re in an insane asylum. (JLP Thu 9/17/26)
* Didn’t know “negro” word was bad. (caller Gerome, JLP Thu 9/17/26)
* You went to sleep as a kid, and woke up identifying… with no love. (JLP Wed 9/16/26)
* Guilt supports the ego. There is no you. You’re free. (JLP Wed 9/16/26)
* Segregation vs integration (JLP Wed 9/16/26)
* Write it down: Practice self-interruption. Wake up in the middle of conversation. Sleeping in a boat nearing a rock. (JLP Tue 9/15/26)
* Most people are sad. It’s the life they want. (JLP Mon 9/14/26)
* Prior BQ: You have nothing to sacrifice. God wants mercy, not sacrifice. (JLP Mon 9/14/26, Church 9/13/26)
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