242. Dress Like a Prayer, Create Like a Spell: A Wild Feminine Awakening in Peru
In this solo episode (the first one under the new podcast name!), I share the behind-the-scenes story of my pilgrimage to Peru—a journey that unraveled grief, creative blocks, divine timing, and an unexpected airport ceremony. What unfolded in the sacred Andes wasn’t just a travel experience—it was a full-body remembrance of what it means to co-create with the Wild Feminine, or my inner Goddess. This is a story of listening, following the spark, choosing magic over logic, and letting the wild feminine lead. It’s about cacao and license plates, airport meltdowns and mystical signs in the dirt. And most of all, it’s an invitation to remember: you are the magic. Inside This Episode: • Why “when a woman stops creating, men pick up weapons” is more than a metaphor • The power of saying yes before you feel ready • The moment a sip of cacao from Peru changed the trajectory of my life • A real-time initiation into trusting divine timing (and missing a flight) • The creative downloads I received in an underground meditation • Why your nervous system is the real portal to miracles • The aliveness in beauty, adornment, and letting yourself be seen • A call to honor your downloads and create without permission • How the Earth herself is guiding the branding of the product I’ve been developing Quotes: 🌀 “When a woman stops creating, men pick up weapons. The only way to restore balance is to create.” 🌀 “It didn’t come from outside of me. It was already in me. The remembering was in my bones.” 🌀 “Your car is your altar on wheels. Let it delight you.” 🌀 “Stop trying to be loved by the divine while ignoring the downloads that are asking to be born through you.” 🌀 “You are not meant to wait until it’s profitable to be worthy. YOU are the magic.” My invitations for you: What’s one small, illogical thing that delights you? Let it lead you. What’s one thing you can do to soothe your nervous system today? Let that be your temple. Video Version of this episode: https://youtu.be/BxWRtNCQDUw Mentioned: Organizer of the sacred trip to the Andes, Joaquin Del Mojo @joaquin.del.mojo on Instagram Let’s connect: Instagram @ksenia.avdulove YouTube @ksenia.avdulove TikTok @ksenia.avdulove Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify
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Welcome to Weaving Your Reality with Ksenia | Podcast Name Shift
Welcome to the newly named Weaving Your Reality with Ksenia. This podcast is evolving — just like I am, just like you are. The name has shifted ever so slightly, but the frequency has deepened. This space is now more clearly what it was always becoming: A portal for visionary humans ready to reclaim their creative power, speak their raw truth, and build both inner worlds and outer empires rooted in resonance, integrity, and infinite possibility. We talk about business here — but not the kind built on burnout or boxes. We talk about creativity, visibility, and digital presence — not as strategies to squeeze into, but as sacred technologies for frequency, storytelling, and energetic leadership. This is not just a podcast. It’s an invocation. A whispered reminder that you are the creator — and everything you build from your center carries the codes of who you really are. So let this be an invitation to weave boldly. To create not from pressure, but from presence. Not from performance, but from truth. To design your life, your brand, and your online expression as a sacred offering. May the frequencies you tap into here remind you of your inner technology. May you be moved into aliveness, joy of creation and playfulness. May miracles unfold as a natural side effect of being fully alive. Thank you for being here. Thank you for weaving your reality. Connect with Ksenia: Instagram @ksenia.avdulove YouTube @ksenia.avdulove TikTok @ksenia.avdulove Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify
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241. You Can Talk About It, Or You Can Be It: (Re)Learning To Trust Myself In Life And On Social Media
In this solo update, I expose my own self-judgements around how I show up on social media and the attachment to creating something “successful”. Together, we flip these illusions upside down and go straight where these fears are actually inviting us – intimacy with the Divine and with life itself. I also share: How this incredible community has held me through one of the biggest transitions I’ve ever been through – separation, divorce and single mamahood How I’m seeing this divorce and becoming a single mom from a zoomed out perspective: the lessons that are here FOR me How I’m recalibrating my relationship with social media How I am interpreting the lack of growth on my social media pages (despite some big viral moments over the past few years) What I’m called to play with on social media this year Learning to trust my instincts Niche or no niche? Related episode: 222 Embodying Main Character Energy (Dropping The “Nice Person” Role) Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Ksenia's email list Instagram @ksenia.avdulove YouTube @ksenia.avdulove TikTok @ksenia.avdulove Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify
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240. I’m Back! A Big Life Update After Having a Baby (Following Guidance One Step at a Time)
It’s been almost a year since I’ve released an episode and since then we’ve moved across the country, bought and renovated a house (well, it’s still in progress!), birthed a baby, and welcomed another furry member to our family. I also released my first spoken word song. I’ve been hearing very strong inner guidance whispers to come back to the podcast. On the earthly plane, I’ve also experienced incredible synchronistic meetings and conversations that have pointed to the same thing… “get back to the mic!” I share some of these stories in this episode. So I’m following the guidance. In this comeback episode, let’s catch up on life: I share the most memorable bits of my journey from last summer (when we drove across the country to move to the West Coast) to now, as I’m feeling a completion of my postpartum stage and feeling a new way of being, loving and expressing emerging within the expanded constellation of our family. I share about: My initiation into receiving Our weird Airbnb experiences Our road trip from Austin to Reno Choosing to show up and share while the collective is in pain Our annual trip to the Tucson Gem Show with an infant Trip to Southern California and how our new dog Kobe divinely joined our family My Divinely guided and supported first big flight with Zion The sign that gave me the courage to release my song, “Who Me?” Mentioned: Who Me? song by Ksenia Brief SpiderERC – our family Employee Retention Credit business TaskRabbit – the app we used to find helpers for our move Under Canvas – upscale, safari-inspired accommodations outdoors Los Poblanos Historin Inn & Organic Farm and Hacienda Spa Heart Gardening Podcast Asher Market Transportation service I used for our dog Kobe Rover – the app I use to find dog sitters Content referenced: Kauai Babymoon Moving from Austin to Reno: Part 1 and Part 2 Waking up in Zion National Park 6 places I loved in Albuquerque Renovation moodboard Renovation Update About Employee Retention Credit My garden Related episodes: 239. I’m 24 Weeks Pregnant! Lessons from My Pregnancy Journey 197 Reggie Riverbear: Coming Home To Yourself Through Voice, Finding Your Community and Trusting Spirit As A Business Strategy 125 Jasmin Jenkins: Lessons From Ayahuasca Plant Medicine and Alchemizing Grief Into Presence Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Ksenia's email list Instagram @ksenia.brief YouTube Ksenia Brief TikTok @ksenia.brief Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify Thank you for sharing this sacred space with me.
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239. I’m 24 Weeks Pregnant! Lessons from My Pregnancy Journey, Part 1
In this episode, I share one of the most expansive journeys I’ve ever been on: my path to being 24 weeks pregnant with a healthy baby boy. After multiple pregnancy losses (trigger warning: I speak about pregnancy loss in this episode), there have been so many non-obvious, non-linear initiations and activations that have moved through me to prepare me for this moment. In this solo episode, I share some of them. I have a feeling this will be part one of a series! We cover: The layers of initiation we’ve been moving through on this pregnancy journey How the desire to have children first activated in my body The role that our wedding choices played in our journey to expanding our family Being stewards for a New World Soul Some of the lessons that have revealed so far on this pregnancy journey Some of the signs that our spirit baby has sent us The support I’ve had on my journey to a healthy pregnancy: acupuncture, yoga, song medicine, biological dentistry, bodywork The role that intuition has played on this pregnancy journey Answering the call to visit the land I connected with as a child How I am living the concept of a “conscious pregnancy” Some of the books I’ve found supportive during my pregnancies How I’ve been choosing what to share on social media and what to keep to myself around pregnancy and loss Learning to love my body through all the changes happening during pregnancy Episode sponsor: Laird Superfood: Use my special link to save 15% at Laird Superfood at checkout. Go to zen.ai/ksenia15 add nourishing, plant-based foods to fuel you from sunrise to sunset! Related episodes: 237 Honoring The Sacred Creative Pause, Podcast As A Ceremony, Magical Experiences During Recent Travels, Choosing Creation, and Lemurian Crystals 232 Miracles Abound: Recap Of My Healing Journey To Turkey 211 We’ve Moved To Austin! Trusting The Unknown 197 Reggie Riverbear: Coming Home To Yourself Through Voice, Finding Your Community and Trusting Spirit As A Business Strategy 180 Rebecca Naylor: The Universe As A Treasure Map, Learning To Trust The Mystery and Water As A Consciousness Carrier 201 Lion Tracker Boyd Varty: Following The Track Of Your Life and Creative Process In The Digital Age Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Ksenia's email list Instagram @ksenia.brief YouTube Ksenia Brief TikTok @ksenia.brief Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify
Welcome to the space where you weave a new world of soul led self expression, in a world of infinite possibility.
Weaving Your Reality holds conversations that weave inner and outer technology as a vehicle for your soul’s expression in the world. We explore entrepreneurship, creativity and ritual in the digital age.
We talk about business here — but not the kind built on burnout or boxes.
We talk about creativity, visibility, and digital presence — not as strategies to squeeze into, but as sacred technologies for frequency, storytelling, and energetic leadership.
This is not just a podcast. It’s an invocation.
A whispered reminder that you are the creator — and everything you build from your center carries the codes of who you really are.
So let this be an invitation to weave boldly.
To create not from pressure, but from presence.
Not from performance, but from truth.
To design your life, your brand, and your online expression as a sacred offering.
May the frequencies you tap into here remind you of your inner technology.
May you be moved into aliveness, joy of creation and playfulness.
May miracles unfold as a natural side effect of being fully alive.
Thank you for being here.
Thank you for weaving your reality alongside me.
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